MY CLIVIA IS BLOOMING!! YAYAYAYA!! Prettiest flower EVER.
In other news, to all you mom's out there, if you had a 7.5 month old, and a friend asked you to watch her 10.5 month old from April through the end of the school year, and get paid, would you do it?
I'm so torn! Blaine is so needy and needs to learn independence so it could be good. Another child would be good interaction and good entertainment for him. And it is only 2 months until the end of the school year. They have arrangements for next year.
But I feel that I would be leaving Blaine to cry in his crib more to go to sleep (no more nursing, walking, nursing, walking, nursing, walking for 2 hours for naps if there is another baby in the house........which I shouldn't be doing anymore anyways LOL). How would I handle bf'ing Blaine with another baby there? No more cuddling in mommy's bed in the morning if there's another baby in the house. No jumping in the car to go somewhere on a whim. I'd hate to get a double jogging stroller to use for only two months so no more running with baby during the day. Having a baby here whose parents are teachers would expose Blaine to waaay more germs and he's never been more sick than a minor cold. Germs scare me!! AND, how would I handle things like GOING TO THE BATHROOM??!
What it comes down to is that I totally suck at decisions. I just need someone else to make every single decision for me in life and then I'd be set. ;)
PLEASE GIVE ADVICE!