Two weeks from today, I go to work for the first time since June 2010. I hate feeling like Blaine's life will be turned upside down, but I can't help but think that. He has been with Mommy all day everyday for just about his whole life [I've been away from him a few times, who are we kidding, but basically being with me on a daily basis is all he knows]. I'm sure he will adapt fine but it doesn't help the mommy guilt thing, and I can't ignore the fact I WANT to continue to be with him all day everday.
So yeah, I'm nervous for us both. :)
In other news, the whole topic of "early to bed, early to rise" is getting better. He's in bed by 9 pm and up by 7:15 am everyday now. That is AWESOME considering for the last two years we've been getting up between 9 and 11 am. Still have a ways to go [I think we will both need to get up at 6 am to get ready and to the sitters by 6:40] but I'm feeling less anxious about the early wakeups now.
He helped me take my boxes to school today that I've had in my basement all this time. Made everything more real!